day 5-a time you thought about ending your own life.

ehh.i don’t think i really wanted to commit suicide you know? i’m afraid of death. heck, i wanna live forever. but i did have horrible times like in high school?coz i moved here to vegas and it sucked being a new kid, i think i was also like 1 out the 10 asians in that school.hahaha jk. i don’t really know -___________-

day 6- 30 interesting facts about yourself

i’m going to stop watching scary movies, starting now. i can seriously eat pizza everyday. i feel like i could lose a couple of pounds, other than that i have no other insecurities. i wish life had a re-do button. if i could have any superpower, i’d want teleportation. i used to be afraid of down escalators. i’d rather live in the philippines. i wish i listened to music more like i used to. i don’t know how many books i’ve read (its a lot). i can’t make my eyes cross eyed. i have a lot of scars on my arms because of work, but it looks like i cut myself. i have my pets sleep next to me.i don’t have a favortie color, but when people ask me i just say orange or red. i wanted to be a journalist at one point. i wanna go back to school. i have to have the tv on or a book to fall asleep. i love strawberry lemonade. i think i have more than 20 pairs of shoes. i have a pokemon shirt from the 3rd grade but i left it in the philippines. i’ve never had a gameboy or a game system, i just borrowed my sister’s. i prefer savory food over sweets. penguins and narwhals are my favorite. i’m allergic to chapstick. grim adventures of billy and mandy was one of my favorite cartoons. i like anime. i never saw the point of making my bed. i hate washing the dishes and folding clothes. i always have a hairtie. i sleep with the lights on most of the time. the only poster in my room is of the beatles. :)

we shouldn’t force our beliefs on other people.even though i want my sister’s “atheist” boyfriend to at least believe in something lol.

BEEN THERE, DONE THAT-

well, the only “drug” i actually did was weed. i won’t lie, it felt good, it was fun for a while. but i remember things as a blur. plus, it cost a good amount of money. for me, it’s not worth it. but i won’t judge you if you do it. but other types of drugs, well it actually does look like it makes your life worse, so i wouldn’t even touch that.

alcohol,god when was i NOT drunk?lol.that was back then though, when i was in the philippines, when i was in florida, when i was going to school, and for a few months last year. i thought it was the greatest thing ever. but now that i think about it, it’s really not all that. you get buzzed, get really drunk, do stupid shit, throw up, and wake up with a headache, and chances are you spent a good amount of money.lol.i’ll still drink occasionally, but that’s it. also, i wish i didn’t start drinking when i was 16/17 coz now that i’m actually turning 21, when i can legally drink, i’m not that excited anymore.haha

i don’t know. i like being a cook but i’m thinking about changing careers. i guess i’d just like to be successful in whatever i choose to do once i make up my mind. hopefully, all my student loans are paid off.i wanna be in another state, like california. and i guess be married, with a kid or two? haha i don’t even know.something like that:)

lol jk.i’m single but i don’t feel forever alone.its really not bad at all!

alright!this looks fun:)